Another BC casualtyPosted: December 20, 2011 Filed under: breast cancer | Tags: Eva Ekvall, Fuera de Foco, Miss Universe, Roberto Mata, young women and breast cancer 8 Comments
You may not know her name, or you may know her only from her pageant past. Now you’ll know her as yet another victim of the breast cancer beast. Eva Ekvall, former Miss Venezuela, died Saturday. She was 28 years old.
28 years old.
She was diagnosed shortly after giving birth to her daughter, who is now two years old. Way too young to lose her mama. As far as I can tell, one is always too young to lose one’s mama.
Ekvall died Saturday at a hospital here in Houston. Another casualty of the breast cancer beast.
Her death is garnering attention because she was famous, and because she was so young. She was crowned Miss Venezuela when she was 17 years old, then clinched the third runner-up title in the Miss Universe pageant in 2001. After that, she worked as a model, actress and TV news anchor. All of those accomplishments are notable and interesting, and no doubt her physical beauty propelled her to success. What impresses me most of all, however, has nothing to do with her work on TV or runways but her work as an author.
Fuera de Foco (“Out of Focus”) chronicles her struggle with cancer, and she included some graphic photos of herself during her cancer battle. Of the book she had said, “I needed to send the message of the need for cancer prevention.” She gets extra kudos from me for focusing on prevention as well as baring herself in less-than-flattering photos. In a culture some would say is obsessed with looks, she was brave to show the real side of cancer. The ugly truth.
For Ekvall to appear on the cover of the book with a shorn head must have been a scary thing for a woman who was raised in the pageant world and who made her living based on her appearance. She wasn’t shy about showing photos of herself as she was during treatment. “I hate to see photos in which I come out ugly. But you know what? Nobody ever said cancer is pretty or that I should look like Miss Venezuela when I have cancer.”
Nobody ever said cancer is pretty. Amen to that.
Anyone who’s endured the cancer “journey” or has cared for someone on the “journey” will find the above photo familiar. For Ekvall, the 8-month regime of chemotherapy, radiation, and then a mastectomy left her exhausted, bald, and puffy from steroids. Of this stage of her life, she said, “It’s painful to look at yourself in the mirror. Your face gets swollen. You lose every single hair in your body – your eyebrows, your eyelashes. You become some weird animal or something, you don’t recognise yourself. That was scary. Especially because my job has to do with my looks. I had to look decent and not appear sick.”
Such a tremendous burden: the pressure to look good and look healthy. To paint a rosy picture of a situation that is anything but pretty. I am in awe of her courage and honesty.
When presented with the idea for the book and photos by Venezuelan photographer Roberto Mata, she was hesitant. “In the beginning I wasn’t sure if I looked good or not. Then I realised that wasn’t the point. I wasn’t supposed to look good, I had cancer. The pictures were very shocking because nobody had ever seen me that way. Nobody had seen me bald, without makeup.”
I’m so glad she did tell her story.
I’m glad people like Eva and Nancy (and many others) are out there doing what they can to remove the stigma from this terrible disease. Eva’s comment about how women rush to get their boobs done, but refuse to get mammograms is especially telling.
We need things like the SCAR Project to show that no matter how many pink ribbons we slap on things, the battlefield is littered with victims.
Thanks for doing what you’re doing. You’re a southern-fried rock star.
I see the next book on my reading list now. ❤
I’m waiting to add a book to my list — authored by Nancy Hicks!
We know that’s coming someday!
Wow, this is very powerful–and sad. Kudos to Eva for her courage. Another book to add to my growing list. Thanks for edifying your readers.
Her inner beauty shines through.
Thank you for sharing this with us!!
I heard a news clip about this young lady, and my heart goes out to her family.
”That’s the fear you live with for the rest of your life after you get cancer. But I made sure I told my story.” Amen, sistah. I think that is what we are all trying to do, in our own way.
Thanks again for breathing life into these stories and sharing them with us, Pink! 😉